The routine was well-known to me as a CEO—packing, attending many meetings, flying. I was going to India for my mother, then other Asian nations for work, followed by a yearly girls’ trip. However, as I got comfortable, I noticed an unusual lump in my breast.
For hours, my thoughts were consumed by potential outcomes and my next steps if my feelings were correct. I was mid-flight, heading to a country without my usual healthcare providers, desperate for clarity. This led to a flurry of appointments in India and the U.S., various tests, and nights without sleep. Shortly thereafter, I received the devastating news: “I am sorry. You have breast cancer.”
At that instant, it seemed as though my world halted.
It is estimated that a significant portion of the global population will face a cancer diagnosis. Such a diagnosis disregards geographical boundaries, professional status, or one’s personal circumstances, whether leading a company, raising children, or in retirement. Furthermore, it’s rare to find someone untouched by this illness. When confronted with life-altering information, one might wish for time to stand still, yet life continues its course.
I understood I was venturing into uncharted territory. My family recalled that I had navigated unknowns numerous times previously. Upon becoming CEO of Flex, I needed to rapidly learn, evaluate the company’s challenges and opportunities, and establish a clear direction. Similarly, with my cancer diagnosis, I had to research my condition, evaluate treatment choices, and, with my medical team, decide on the most suitable course of action.
Yet, this situation felt distinct. Following several days of despair, I recovered. I chose to continue my professional life.
My choice was a personal one. I required life to proceed, as, like many others experiencing this, I would not allow cancer to disrupt my existence. I recognized that staying involved in every aspect of my life would be integral to my treatment and recovery. For me, this included pursuing my passions, specifically working and leading my team.
My principle has always been to embrace a holistic way of living. It never seemed logical to compartmentalize different facets of myself. My family, friends, profession, and personal aspirations intertwine. Each element is crucial, providing purpose and a sense of normalcy, keeping me grounded, particularly during times of uncertainty.
The diagnosis of cancer occurred at a critical juncture for my company and, indeed, for the broader AI industry. Since 2019, Flex had been transforming from a firm primarily recognized for consumer manufacturing into one concentrated on developing foundational technologies for AI, healthcare, and other advanced sectors. The market was starting to acknowledge our capability to meet the increasing need for AI infrastructure, and I felt invigorated to guide the company through this promising phase of expansion.
After the initial impact of my diagnosis subsided, I communicated with our leadership team and board. We jointly decided that Flex would maintain its top-tier performance throughout my treatment, even as I continued my duties. Their support was essential to my recovery.
A demanding year ensued, marked by constant hospital visits, chemotherapy, and operations. Occasionally, balancing all my responsibilities was immensely difficult. Facing cancer and serving as CEO are each exceptionally tough paths on their own. I vividly remember one week when I had chemotherapy on a Friday and then dealt with the persistent side effects while getting ready for an earnings call the following Wednesday. My drive stemmed from a profound sense of duty to fulfill my leadership obligations and keep our team’s progress going. Beyond that, I was resolved to demonstrate resilience, refusing to let cancer dictate my boundaries or sabotage what I and others had diligently constructed.
Despite my health struggles, this was an inspiring period. Our corporate strategy was effective, concluding our latest fiscal year with unprecedented results for the sixth consecutive year. I was proud to witness the outstanding dedication, resilience, and performance of our team. Observing our employees’ commitment strengthened my resolve to be the leader they merited and to overcome my cancer.
It would be untrue to claim that on numerous occasions, the terms people used for me—such as “strong,” “warrior,” and “fighter”—seemed hollow. Chemotherapy is an intense treatment requiring significant mental and physical endurance.
Throughout my experience, I came to understand the futility of asking “Why me?” A more fitting question became “Why not me?” Considering that a substantial percentage of women in the U.S. will receive a breast cancer diagnosis during their lives, most of whom manage families, careers, and a highly demanding treatment schedule, my decisions appeared less complicated than those faced by many of these remarkable women.
I am also keenly aware of my exceptional fortune compared to others. Lately, I have been declared free of cancer, a result of advanced medicine and the outstanding medical team at Stanford Hospital. I was privileged to possess the necessary resources to combat this illness with all my might.
It would be an oversight not to recognize the immense affection that enveloped me during my recovery. My son, Pranav, showed himself to be an empathetic and attentive confidant. My daughter, Lakshmi, brought joy and laughter into our home, even during somber times. And my husband, Jeevan, provided me with unwavering care, patience, and love, a constant in our marriage. My extended family, friends, and wonderful colleagues formed my support network.
Incorporating “cancer survivor” into my identity has profoundly altered my life, imparting lessons in gratitude. It solidified my conviction in presenting our complete selves—as a spouse, parent, child, sibling, friend, and leader. Cancer support groups also educated me on resilience and strength through the experiences of fellow patients. I now have a renewed dedication to assisting others navigating challenging health paths. There are numerous methods to offer support and serve as a crucial aid to others.
Reflecting, my cancer diagnosis and recovery journey did not diminish my leadership abilities. Rather, it provided greater insight as I enter this new phase with appreciation, resolve, and a chemotherapy-styled hairstyle. It helped me grasp the significance of progressing on one’s optimal course while life continues, embracing uncertainties, recognizing the strength of a support system built from all aspects of one’s existence, and maintaining resilience when confronted with weekly or even year-long difficulties.
